So you haven't written in several days. You've been busy, exhausted and annoyed. At life.
So far class has been mostly good. Rosas is completely normal, Adams seems cool but rather anal. Yet Coach Kalani is absolute nightmare. I'm motivated to succeed, but I'm working up endurance, so it's hard for me to swim an hour straight. So she's viewing me as lazy. It stings. I'm going to attempt water polo. And SMOs are awful. I have my work cut out for me tonight.
Yesterday was Yom Kippur, the day of atonement, which proved to be a good chance to reflect on the past year. Sure I was depressed, but I have two enemies through little fault of my own. Sure I was judgmental and didn't pull my weight in a group project, but these two people have proved to be close minded and neither of them feel like understanding. I want to make peace with both of them, even if they still dislike me for what I did. And I will.
So basically, I've been hanging in there, waiting for all the positives I have.
Song of the Day: Apologize, by OneRepublic
It's really reflective, and perfect for Yom Kippur. Yet I hope I will be able to apologize and right my wrongs.
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Too late, oh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Too late, oh
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah yeah
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid
And you say
Sorry like the angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
Got me ten feet off the ground