Thursday, March 6, 2014

Me!

Dear Molly,
So according to Facebook... People actually read this! Yay! That gives you an incentive to update more often! So....
Dear Readers,
      I have yet to be truly open and blunt about my diagnosis. I have a "mood disorder". That's right, a mood disorder! Not uni-polar depression. Not quite bipolar disorder. Not a stress disorder. Not Asperger's or High Functioning Autism. Not even Molly syndrome. There's a name for what makes me special and unique. It makes me patient and friendly. Empathetic and passionate. It doesn't mean I belong in a special education classroom or a mental institution. It just makes me Molly Hannah Rosenfeld, and one heck of a human being!
      It basically means I have longer lasting and more severe mood swings than that totally average, 28 year-old right-handed Han Chinese male ( which, fun fact, is apparently The average human being).
  So sometimes I'm really down and depressed, occasionally  I'm really up and practically manic. It's not a happy way to go through life. But it's getting better. I'm on medication and have an awesome therapist.
    So please cut me a little slack sometimes. I know I'm not perfect but I try my hardest to be a genuinely likable individual.

Thanks for reading!
 Molly

Song of the Day: Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine
This roller coaster of life can only get better, like this song states.
                                                Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run